Monday, October 11, 2010

The Fallen

We all want to be just like you, Another selfish, ignorant, disgrace.
Someone to look up too.
What you see in the mirror can’t be wrong,
Because being you must feel so right.
Someone with all the friends,
Someone with all the power.

Your dilusioned dream will only last so long.

You will never see who you really are,
Until you fall.
I hope you fall,
To the sunset of no tomorrow.

Tell me how you see yourself?
Because to me you will always be one of the fallen.

The world you live in,
The world you see others in,
Will always be an illusion of your arrogance.

You don’t deserve affection.

Greed, power and selfishness,
Can only get you so far in this life.

So breathe the sigh of regret.
I hope that’s what you only breathe,
Until your memory is forgotten in this world.
I hope one day you see the light.
Instead of being a slave like everyone else in this world.

Like you,
One of the fallen.

Friday, October 08, 2010

Let Love Bleed

Hang up the phone.
Don’t disturb me anymore.
You may have the best intentions,
But I’m sick of it all.
Even the beautiful things,
Like your smile and laughter,
Causes pain that sends me to my knees.

Slowly I watch you drift away.
Out of sight,
Out of mind.

Even with my head smashing against the bricks,
You somehow have yourself swallowed deep inside me.
And with every breath I consume,
I consume more of you.

Now I understand why lovers bleed.
Why don’t you let me love again?
When will I be free of this sickness?
How do you live knowing I’m not fine?

I swear some days I want to die.
I swear some days I wish I didn’t have to lie.
Please give me a sign to why I feel so empty inside.
Let me rise up and break free of the chains inside my mind.
Let love prosper instead of lingering on.

I want you free from me.

Be the devil inside my head no more.

I want to love again.

Let my dreams take over,
So I can see the world where I belong.
A world I never knew,
A world without you…

Hate After Love

Today I decided to put up some things that I’ve written over the last few months. I really need to start blogging more again…

This is a song that I came up with about a month ago. It’s not fully finished but I thought I’d put it up anyway (:

Just think for a second,
What you’ve done to me.
What’s your reason, what’s your reason?
For destroying me!
Did you even give a fuck at all!
Dreams of you are never the same,
After you came and took them away.
My life is not yours to demise,
So take a second,
And re think back to where we were before…


When did you ever become so fucking cold!
When did your love ever sink so fucking low!
How do you sleep?
When my whole world is crashing down…