Lover's Requiem

The perfect words never crossed my mind because there was nothing in their but you.
Hold me close now cause I need you to guide me to safety.
No, I won’t wait forever.
You are my hearts desire.
Gotta see you one last night.
Give me just something to hold onto.
You are all that I have.
Your like a broken arrow through my heart.
But under your skin feels like home.
There is darkness deep in you.
I just keep hopeing that your heart opens to me.
I want someone like you that’s pure than water.
Are you beginning to get my point?
You are the only thing to me that seems to make sense.
I’m gasping for the air that you make me breathless with tonight.
Is it to late to remind you what you mean to me?
You have made me happier than I’ve been by far.
And for the tiniest moment I wonder why it’s true.
Then I think, all I want is you.
Even if you cannot hear my voice.
I’ll be right beside you to stay,
Forever…

When I Quest My Flashing Sword And My Hand Takes Hold Of Judgement, I Will Take Vengance Upon Mine Enemies And I Will Have Paid Those Who Haze Me!

A mood of self pity.
Is what clouds my head.
On this dismal day.
Woke with a sickness.
A sickness that is unknown to me.
I do not know if it is a sickness that is harming my body, or this is a sickness that is eating away into my mind.
Whatever it may be, it’s feeding off me!
It’s hungry for my happiness.
Nothing on this day seems bright.
I just want to leave this state of mind.
And fall asleep into a dream world.
A dream world where there’s no worries or disappointment.
Pretty much the opposite of the world we all live in.
People say you create your own life, you make your own decisions.
Well not when you’re under the control of someone else!
And then the control slowly kills you like the disease that is eating away at me.
Until you can’t take anymore and your faced with two choices:
Live through the pain and suffering?
Or
Die and leave it all behind.
At this moment I choose life.
But there’s times where one more step.
And there will be no tomorrow.
I say to the ones that have caused this sickness and pain.
I hope you rote your worthless souls in hell!
I hope you feel even a small taste of pain that you put upon me!
I will never, I mean NEVER!
Forgive you for what you did to me.
So go on with your lives.
Forget what ever happened.
You fucking cowards!
Your weak!
I’ll never forget your faces.
I dream about killing you all.
Your faces of pain and suffering.
I see the light being taken from your eyes.
I would rip your fucking hearts out and cut through them with a knife.
And you know what I see when I cut your hearts open?
Your fresh blood running black.
I hope you remember what you did to me.
I hope those memories stay and torture your mind in the depths of hell!

Bleed oh’ enemies.
And die thou legacies.
Your lives will never be forgotten.
But will never be forgiven.
Hell will be your final burial ground.
Oh and how sweet revenge is…