Thursday, November 04, 2010

Is Fighting For Change Really Worth It?

In this world, what’s left worth fighting for!?

Drowning the disease seems so difficult and miserable.
Why can’t we see past the digital lies?
When will this race be woken up and see what I despise?

We might be getting older but we’re not getting wiser.
The world might be changing but I still see disaster.

So swallow your pride because your ego is worthless…
In the end!

I see the shadows, clouding our judgement.
I see the serpent, of your delusional, holy way…
Of life!

Why can’t we end this way of living?

Why does wearing your heart on your sleeve, only end in…
Misery!

I hope one day, before the sun rises,
You all wake up from your selfish dreams and see the world for what it really is.
And in that day…

I will stand with YOU!

Monday, October 11, 2010

The Fallen

We all want to be just like you, Another selfish, ignorant, disgrace.
Someone to look up too.
What you see in the mirror can’t be wrong,
Because being you must feel so right.
Someone with all the friends,
Someone with all the power.

Your dilusioned dream will only last so long.

You will never see who you really are,
Until you fall.
I hope you fall,
To the sunset of no tomorrow.

Tell me how you see yourself?
Because to me you will always be one of the fallen.

The world you live in,
The world you see others in,
Will always be an illusion of your arrogance.

You don’t deserve affection.

Greed, power and selfishness,
Can only get you so far in this life.

So breathe the sigh of regret.
I hope that’s what you only breathe,
Until your memory is forgotten in this world.
I hope one day you see the light.
Instead of being a slave like everyone else in this world.

Like you,
One of the fallen.

Friday, October 08, 2010

Let Love Bleed

Hang up the phone.
Don’t disturb me anymore.
You may have the best intentions,
But I’m sick of it all.
Even the beautiful things,
Like your smile and laughter,
Causes pain that sends me to my knees.

Slowly I watch you drift away.
Out of sight,
Out of mind.

Even with my head smashing against the bricks,
You somehow have yourself swallowed deep inside me.
And with every breath I consume,
I consume more of you.

Now I understand why lovers bleed.
Why don’t you let me love again?
When will I be free of this sickness?
How do you live knowing I’m not fine?

I swear some days I want to die.
I swear some days I wish I didn’t have to lie.
Please give me a sign to why I feel so empty inside.
Let me rise up and break free of the chains inside my mind.
Let love prosper instead of lingering on.

I want you free from me.

Be the devil inside my head no more.

I want to love again.

Let my dreams take over,
So I can see the world where I belong.
A world I never knew,
A world without you…

Hate After Love

Today I decided to put up some things that I’ve written over the last few months. I really need to start blogging more again…

This is a song that I came up with about a month ago. It’s not fully finished but I thought I’d put it up anyway (:

Just think for a second,
What you’ve done to me.
What’s your reason, what’s your reason?
For destroying me!
Did you even give a fuck at all!
Dreams of you are never the same,
After you came and took them away.
My life is not yours to demise,
So take a second,
And re think back to where we were before…


When did you ever become so fucking cold!
When did your love ever sink so fucking low!
How do you sleep?
When my whole world is crashing down…

Friday, June 25, 2010

Death Before Life

Rest my lover, rest.
The skies will decipher what mood you will have next.
Please, oh please! Wake from this hell of a place.
The angels in your head have lost all faith in you.
Why, oh why! Do you shake at the sound of my voice?
These emotions we call love, you throw away with haste.
Breathe, please breathe! My love for you again.
My dear, don’t let darkness be your friend.
Your mind, your soul, your spirit…
Let everything be free!
Don’t let death be your final solace in this world.
Sacrifice the demons in your head.
Let the angels find faith in you again.
Please, oh please! Make it to the other side of dawn.
May my love lead you past the light…

Monday, June 14, 2010

My Life, My Beliefs, My World, My Existence

Venturing into the unknown is what we as humans fear most. Fear of death is the most feared unknown that humans dwell upon.
Death has never been a fear for me.
Since an early age, death in my minds conscience never seemed to be the end.
I now believe, as I’ve gotten older, that death to me is an end of one existence on this Earth. Which is really just a state of mind – everything is a state of mind.
The key is to unlock your minds true power and understand and visualise the state of mind you want to see yourself in.

Reality to me is only what you believe to be ‘real’. What we believe to be real is only a state of mind. Our eyes and our emotions decipher what makes us believe ‘what is real’ and what is not.
In reality our human form is made up like robots. We may call ourselves as human beings: “all individuals” but really we aren’t. The genes that we inherit from our parents make up our make up (emotions, actions, speech, walk, etc.). Opening our minds and seeing past the world that we live in is how we define ourselves as ‘individuals’.

Humans also seem throughout their lives to want to find a ‘paradise’ or a place described like ‘heaven’ in most worldly religions. Life after death is so important to people and that’s what makes Christianity look so fine and dandy with their amazing outlook on what life after death is in heaven (If you be a good little boy or girl and confess your sins though haha).
I think life after death will be whatever you make it. With how I perceive ‘life’ at the moment, I will be able to dream my own existence, if that’s the right word for it. As I see it in this life, if you have a positive attitude and hope for the best in everything you do, you will get what you want. Your state of mind propels what the outcome of the situation will be. If you feel nervous and not confident when trying to get something, most likely you won’t get it because of your mind set.

If you ever meet me in real life you probably will think I don’t practice what I preach but I am trying to become a more confident and happier person. My state of mind is clear; I just need to propel that state onto my actions.

Your state of mind is whatever you make it, (as I expressed before) and is very important in dreaming. I know from personal experience that if I concentrate on something long and hard enough I can visualise it in my dream world. It seems as though I can only dream about it if I have no other distractions before I go to sleep because I normally go to sleep listening to my iPod but then I never seem to dream what I want to dream. But with total silence before I go to sleep I can visualise anything before I am about to enter the dream world and most times I can dream what I visualise before I go to ‘sleep’.

I think I have found a state of peace in my mind. I know what I want and I know that I would do anything for the people that I love. But I also know that I have to be selfish in some ways to be who I want to be in this world and hurting people may be the cause of that. I know I have to stay true to myself because who I am is who I have to be to survive in this world and then one day hopefully leave it feeling at peace with my mind and spirit.

Believe in yourself, your morals, your faith, your conscience.
Never conform, never regret, stay true to yourself, never fear the unknown and always walk with the people that you love (:

-End Ramble.

Sunday, June 13, 2010

Enslaved Mind

I don’t think I am very good at song writing. But It’s one of the elements in my life that makes me think about the world and the open mind you have to take to survive in it.

Downbeat! Oh!


I’m lost and incomplete.
Give me solace! To see past the light.
Dreams will be dreamed.
My spirit will not be redeemed.
So give me strength, cause’ all I can see is white…


Fight my demons!
What’s my existence?
Set me free!


Give me something, something to believe in.
I will not live a lie!
The truth will – SET ME FREE!
Oh!


So let’s go on in silence.
Tongues tangled, minds mangled.
This world’s a prison


PLEASE SET ME FREE!

You and Me, Or Just a Tragedy?

Restless words, annotations burn red.
Carving our names on a tree is what they said.
Lost memories, ignorance is bliss.
But Your smile is what I miss.
Seeming less desires turn into addiction.
Til lies are uncovered and hearts break into affliction.
You say it was just for fun, that no harm was done.
But tell me, do You feel like you have won?
So here I stand now, asking myself…
Was it really worth it?